Neko

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Anonymous:
Are you dating/seeing anyone?

Yeah, Harry Styles, it’s pretty serious…

but other than him, no c:

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❝ The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds.❞
—Nicholas Sparks
❝ Anyway, my mum always said that things we lose always have a way of coming back to us in the end, if not always in the way we expect…I think i’ll just go have some pudding❞
—Luna Lovegood
Anonymous:
why do you wear a lot of bracelets on one hand?

Mm wells. I don’t mean to be indirect but If you have to ask, you’re probably assuming correctly. 

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Anonymous:
Have you ever been depressed?

Depressed? yeah sure, I’ve felt very sad plenty of times in my life. 

Clinically depressed? well since I’ve been asked this before I’m just going to say it, Freshmen year of high school, my best friend (at the time) told a counselor at my school because she was looking out for me (she didn’t go to my school). She had noticed some stuff and well she wanted to make sure I was being looked after and if I needed help I’d get it, but I lied so I wouldn’t have to go see anyone or anything like that. I just thought I could handle it. And the fact that I’m still alive, I still believe I can just handle it. 

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Weak

I wish my followers would read my personal posts more...

My dad and I had a long talk the other day. He said I’m just like him when he was young. He said our personalities are the same and that’s why he’s worried about me. He said I’m naive and vulnerable. He said I’m weak.

He said I’m weak because I’m the type of person that would give everything I have to the people that I love. He said I’m weak because I put people I care about before my own well being. He said I’m weak because I walk around with my heart on my sleeve. 

But the truth is, I’m grown up now, well almost. I’m not really like that anymore. Of course, I still try to come through for the people that I love if they need me. But who really does anyway? I guess it just depends on if you and someone are on the same page. I’ve learned not everyone will appreciate what you do for them.They come and go and don’t stop if they step on you. So I can’t afford to be weak anymore. I can’t afford to walk around with my heart on my sleeve anymore.

- Reblogging again because well. I’m still uneasy about this…:/

Another night of feeling hopeless and empty

I need to stop giving so much credit to people who never give me a single thought

I’m incredibly skilled at this one thing…it’s called being invisible.

I always regret my decisions when they are too late to change

You don’t always have to wait until someone asks you what’s wrong to be able to tell talk to them…

There ARE people out there who care about what you might be going through. You need to meet them half way and reach out to them in order for them to show they can be there for you.

I don’t always know what’s going on in your mind or life, but I am here for you if you reach out to me. ♥

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I’m going to vent even though nobody cares…

I’M SO FUCKING TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!

All I’ve had in my stomach today is:  

  • fiber one bar earlier this morning, 
  • some water, 
  • a Starbucks latte.

I’M SO TIRED. I’ve been up since 7:44am. I’m running on 4 hours of shitty sleep. I HAVE SO MUCH CRAP TO DO BEFORE TOMORROW. And it doesn’t end there. This whole week is going to feel this way.

I wish I could have a relaxing Thanksgiving break, but it’s really just full of stress. I just want to lay down on the ground and cry. 

I’m hungry, stressed, tired, scared (for tomorrow), I just wan’t a tiny break! All these emotions, I’m going to explode.