Yeah, Harry Styles, it’s pretty serious…
but other than him, no c:
Mm wells. I don’t mean to be indirect but If you have to ask, you’re probably assuming correctly.
Depressed? yeah sure, I’ve felt very sad plenty of times in my life.
Clinically depressed? well since I’ve been asked this before I’m just going to say it, Freshmen year of high school, my best friend (at the time) told a counselor at my school because she was looking out for me (she didn’t go to my school). She had noticed some stuff and well she wanted to make sure I was being looked after and if I needed help I’d get it, but I lied so I wouldn’t have to go see anyone or anything like that. I just thought I could handle it. And the fact that I’m still alive, I still believe I can just handle it.
I wish my followers would read my personal posts more...
My dad and I had a long talk the other day. He said I’m just like him when he was young. He said our personalities are the same and that’s why he’s worried about me. He said I’m naive and vulnerable. He said I’m weak.
He said I’m weak because I’m the type of person that would give everything I have to the people that I love. He said I’m weak because I put people I care about before my own well being. He said I’m weak because I walk around with my heart on my sleeve.
But the truth is, I’m grown up now, well almost. I’m not really like that anymore. Of course, I still try to come through for the people that I love if they need me. But who really does anyway? I guess it just depends on if you and someone are on the same page. I’ve learned not everyone will appreciate what you do for them.They come and go and don’t stop if they step on you. So I can’t afford to be weak anymore. I can’t afford to walk around with my heart on my sleeve anymore.
- Reblogging again because well. I’m still uneasy about this…:/
There ARE people out there who care about what you might be going through. You need to meet them half way and reach out to them in order for them to show they can be there for you.
I don’t always know what’s going on in your mind or life, but I am here for you if you reach out to me. ♥
All I’ve had in my stomach today is:
I’M SO TIRED. I’ve been up since 7:44am. I’m running on 4 hours of shitty sleep. I HAVE SO MUCH CRAP TO DO BEFORE TOMORROW. And it doesn’t end there. This whole week is going to feel this way.
I wish I could have a relaxing Thanksgiving break, but it’s really just full of stress. I just want to lay down on the ground and cry.
I’m hungry, stressed, tired, scared (for tomorrow), I just wan’t a tiny break! All these emotions, I’m going to explode.